xiiaogui

2009-08-05T08:28:00.000-07:00

haru haru = day by day

2009-07-16T07:53:00.000-07:00

POP, so much free time now and yet lazy to update my blog. posted vocation to provost, no choice to choose what i wanted but still quite okay with it. lost a total of 14kg during recruit life and trying hard to maintain my weight as there no more physical training now. 7 more week to go till my course start so all i do now was learning a bit of stuff at the guard room. baby is still with me although i made her angry quite often. army pay is low, have to pay my bike installment, oil, season parking etc. intend to take up night class but dunnoe which subject i am interested in. taking 2A and car license in 2 month time but don't intend to up 400cc bike due to cash problem. hopefully life go on well as time go on.

2009-06-07T03:53:00.000-07:00

http://www.beauty-magic.blogspot.com/

2009-06-06T01:45:00.000-07:00

3 more weeks to POP

during my recuit life, baby never fail to send me to camp
although my camp located near my house but i still appreciate it
at times i made baby angry when we talk on the phone
because i was tired from training and dint use my brain and think before i talk
army pay was never enough so i start to spent lesser money on buying
stuff for my baby :( but i still try my best
just hope that life after POP will be better and get a good vocation

from 83kg to 70kg
3 more weeks for me to slim down more

2009-04-11T22:33:00.000-07:00

enlisted on the 7th april and book out on 9th. no confinement week as we are a bit different from army. reach home around 6pm, bathe and out to meet gf, have been miss her badly in camp. she treated me eat ding tai feng at jurong point which we think their service is very good and the food cost a bit expensive. baby went to trim her hair and it look neater then before, shop around and brought some stuff before we head back home. parent brought us out to IMM on friday night and baby brought some cute stuff at daiso, we even secretive ran up to shop for the 2nd time while halfway walking with my parent, eat mac for dinner and headed home. slack all the way through saturday at my house with baby, eat, sleep, watch scary show, play card and computer. time pass so fast during book out then in camp, today's sunday. booking in at 7.3opm, training will be more tought this week.

sure miss my baby
till then ...

2009-04-03T08:56:00.000-07:00

clementi kbox

19/5/08 to 20/3/09

accompany baby almost everyday after i resign from kbox, neither went out shopping often or sleep over at my house. used up most of my saving as since this will be the last month i could spent time with baby. kind of broke now so baby had treat me eat recently when we go out. went bugis for like 2 time in a week and straight to IMM after that, baby brought a lot of clothing and guess she haven't even wore some of it. idk i just think that she look just pretty today, a long slevee and a short jeans just as simple as that, headed down to takashimaya this afternoon to get her facial stuff from tangs and shopped at far east, the sushi maker she wanted long ago had arrival, so we went over and brought it, could only pay half for baby when i get my last payout this coming sunday. and time really fly, enlisting to army in just 3 day time. all i worried was baby if she will be boring when i go army, and i pray that she will be enlist to school soon.
baby already sleeping soundly at home now, guess i turning in early soon as she is having her dentist appointment early in the morning.

another precious day gone ...

took neoprint with baby at bugis
(she treats)

she treat me lunch that day on bugis
and we never agree to wear the same clothing
so when i reach her house and went inside her room she look at me and say : copyPIG <- ?!?!

2009-03-22T22:29:00.000-07:00

i am sorry baby
made u angry again :(

2009-03-12T13:58:00.000-07:00

when was the last time i update?
just reach home from work and had a bathe
baby went to sleep after tiring of waiting for me
been in thought every night before i sleep, thinking about up coming army life
well of cos the most important is my beloved baby
i guess most guy are afraid that their girl will leave them during army
that goes the same for me too
where i heard many stories that friends told me about their army life
afraid that she will be lonely and not use to be without me
but i should trust her in anyway
hoping i wont pass this 2 year alone
and problem that i will encounter like short of cash
trying hard to cut down smoking
which i think is real hard and need a lot of motivation
when army life came i think i no longer have to behave like a kids
after army will be time where i really must think which road i should take
and kinda regret that i dint study well as a N level cert wont get me anywhere
each month, some of my friends/brother enlist to army
it's something every singapore guy have to go through
they still bookout on weekend and ORD after 2 years
and it not like going jail
and so i had brighten up my thought
off to bed now, had to wake up early to meet baby pack her bag

another 2 and a halfday alone

2009-02-20T13:19:00.000-08:00

Valentine Day

brought baby flowers and gave it to her when she woke up
gave her a bobbi brown make up pouch as valentine gift too

even snowie get to take a picture with it

baby brought me this luo zhi xiang jacket as val day present
she brought one for herself and made it a couple jacket

right now she is over china enjoying snow while i suffer alone in sg,
feel so empty without her and i tend to sleep those lonely time away.
should upload the picture of soft toy she brought for me,
the 2 baby mikey and mini for my accompany whenever she is away.

day 1
wake up and went town with adeline, stanly, manrong, eason, huirong, ivan.
ate sushi and watch movie. vincent and ellisa join in later in the night. wanted to
stay out late with adeline, stanly and ivan but wallet left with $30+ so i took bus
174 home after a half an hour decision

day 2
woke up around 5pm plus, went JP and help baby take her jeans
and went her house visite boyboy and snowie. they were playing among themself
while i visite her house. pass her maid the jeans and left for work.

day 3
message pass down by super to go cine try out our jacket size so i wake up around 3pm and meet
huirong and her friend to town. well her friend drove her while i ride bike follow behind, went to work after that.
guess baby angry me but i told her the truth as i am faithful towards her
hope she forgive me :(

day 4
sleep my way throught the wholeday after work. yong ming wake me up around 3.30pm
to cut hair, so i meet him and puppy at jurongwest salon. after everythings done, went straight to work after that.

day5
reach home 4am and update my blog now, baby is coming back soon.

felt so epmty and lifeless without her, all i did is sleep and did nothing.
seriously miss that F.C.T a lot
bring her to Cine Leasuire soon ...
baby i am missing you badly !

2009-02-09T20:35:00.000-08:00

just walk to jurong point with baby and send her to work

dint need to explain much why i dint ride bike
feeling so hungry now and going sleep
missing baby !

sometime i wonder why will girl spent so much hour doing this

2009-02-08T17:38:00.000-08:00

came back from baby house. get into thought while i lie on my bed.
ya i dint treat her like the 1st time i did
neglect her thoughts and feeling and promise to change
it's just that i am tired after work, affected my action and mood.
haven been quarreling this few day
and i dint even try to cheer her up
i really don't know why i did that when i still love her a lot
maybe if i have no work and not so tired it will be better
...
wondering if baby is hungry and tired now ?
<3

2009-02-05T15:43:00.000-08:00

why does things turn out this way?
i never know that i leave a bad impression
i hope you are saying it out of anger
maybe i meant a lot to you and made you angry
but you should know why i never give up
?

2009-02-05T01:26:00.000-08:00

feeling so tired everyday
but just like spending time with you

not much time left...

2009-01-15T01:58:00.000-08:00

turn 19th today

it's another year and i am growing older, this will probably the most unforgettable celebration because of a birthday book. went jp sakae sushi and had dinner with baby, alan and elissa before heading down kbox to celebrate, got all the present which i wanted very long as baby planned everything for me, she brought me a new handphone [KP500] which i really love it a lot, recieve a levis watch from the others also. i open up all my present and just when i look at the birthday book with a lot of ours picture baby did for me, tears just drop down from my eye. it's true that i treat her like precious before we get together, dote her the most and gave her everything. but as time pass, things had start to fate as i am feeling tired and start to neglect her feeling and thoughts so we started to quarrel very often. the feeling when i was looking at that book was like, your love one talking to you nicely asking that if u have stop doteing her? for the wholenight my eye was feeling very umcomfortable. sometime managing a relationship seems really hard but i will change. went to the smoking room with alan and ivan, thinking that i am already 19 years old and it's time for me to change in my thinking and everythings, a 2 year NS life lies infront of me soon. took cab home and had abit of misunderstanding with baby and i hope she felt better soon.

thanks everyone for their presents and wishes
i really love the new handphone alot
but most of all

thanks baby for everything ...

you did a lot of things for me and i will change.

2009-01-03T16:31:00.000-08:00

3 more month
i wish to settle down with you
before a 2 year army life

2008-12-03T12:16:00.000-08:00

as requested to update by baby, where do i find time to update when i don't even have enough time to sleep? spent most of my time at baby house neither sleeping or watching tv and have to wake up early in the morning to send her to work this few day, that prove how much i dote on her xD . took my off yesterday, send my precious to work and eat lunch with super and vincent. went home bathe and go bugis with baby to get her hello kitty water dispenser, with a very simple reason why she need that is because she's scare of dark and cockroach in the kitchen. but the dispenser seem to be leaking water so i had to go back alone to change again, hope she really use it at night when i wasn't there to take water for her. reach home around 11pm plus, baby was watching online show and sister join in, felt very sleepy and fall asleep halfway throught the show leaving her and my sister, she woke me up and we went to her house and sleep. time pass so fast and nightmare december is here, somehow i wish i can slow down time for now.

still ....

2008-11-24T01:35:00.000-08:00

life still go on with up and down, left with around 5 more month before i went NS. getting more and more tired, less and lesser time to sleep as day pass by. but i still choose to occupied myself with her, cherish the time i had before army. just came back from town and it's the 2nd waste trip, brought sometime back this time in order to cheer myself up as i am feeling bored and tired on the way to town. may be going back again tomorrow, shouldn't elaborate much about the both situation. baby NSR is doing fine i guess, so far not much problem but just that it's all stock and a bit slow. dint have much time to clean her and i hate washing bike alone, so anyone? december is coming and somehow i find that this year december seems to me a nightmare.. going work early today as baby work afternoon shift.

tired ~

2008-11-20T13:22:00.000-08:00

cant believe i am in a pinky room using a pink laptop with a hello kitty mouse with hello kitty lamp, house phone and drawer by the side. yup i am at baby house waiting for her to bathe finish, she's taking so long and i decided to blog as to prevent myself from falling asleep. she brought my favourite ebi burger rice to work for me today and a quite expensive winter wear which i like for very long few days ago, should upload the photo soon. start to sleep lesser and lesser everyday but i never get tired of her. going home soon, hope she faster came out or i am falling asleep.

21/11/08 5.30am

2008-11-11T14:47:00.000-08:00

i am back home from work 6.47am
baby waited me the whole day at home but fallen asleep now
no choice, supervisor asked me to accompany her
hope she is not angry with me
sleep tight baby.

my most beautiful girl
<3

2008-11-10T23:15:00.000-08:00

what can i say? you are the smartest person i ever met? think most people know my character that i tend to be very straight forward, so just come ask me anything and i will say all out, if i did i will admit but if i dint, oh well what the fuck should i be scare of. sometime i wonder if there is really so much bad stuff to gossip? if you are being a normal person, what make those bad remark came about? people jealous you for being good or so? or maybe they just have nothing to do after lunch and pick you up and talk. i really don't understand. why do you always think that people are trying to break your relationship with your friends, if you are confident that u have a strong bound between them, you wont think it this way, unless they are only your hi bye friend? i am so disappointed, blinded by love somehow.

2008-11-08T09:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY

it had been one month ever since we got together, every single day fills with up and down.
start going town and don't grumble much compare to last time as i were spending time with her, what more i went down alone for her when i am those kind that easily got lost in town area. don't ask me why i can do so much things for her, maybe i simply dote and love her. but baby still never kick her bad habit by thinking a lot, maybe she may think that i will be finding her irritating and noisy as time go on or even get tired of her. i can't promise u anything about the future but i just know that i love you more and more as time goes on. while working, baby secretly draw me a redemption of present voucher on the 7th november before 12am and she pulled me over to her side and show me the time and date and gave me the "voucher", it's the exact time of our 1st month. i am sorry as that time i was busy working and dint notice the time
, love it when you made something for me

censored words

baby please dont think too much, i'll still love you as times goes one
<3

2008-10-25T14:10:00.000-07:00

just came back from work feeling so tired. ever since jurong east kbox close, most of the customer came to clementi. my face felt so neat and clean now all thanks to that idiotic baby which did a painful eyebrow treatment to me ytd, whats more she took out a sharp item and clear my face blackhead, totally nightmare... think i really need to spend less and start to save up as i am saving for something expensive. feeling so bored cause baby is sleeping now, think she tired from shopping the whole day, off to sleep without listening to your voice.

sorry baby i am not always with you, busy working everyday
but my mind is always fills with your this stupid face.

2008-10-13T02:16:00.000-07:00

got my baby on the 24th sept

she went out late in the night just to bake cookie for me
and i fetch her back in the middle of the night
sometime i just wonder why she got such a cute container
sugarbunnies...

attach to baby since 8/10/08
promise to dote and love her
<3>

meet up my friends at hke awhile before i go work
think baby still sleeping like pig now
bye

2008-10-06T14:07:00.000-07:00

i just want to dote and pamper you
promise not to neglect you and never get tired of you
for the first time my heart melt when i saw you
your disappearance made me worried
rush to your house in the middle of the night
dropped something at your door step
hide at the side waiting for you to open and took it
waited and dint get to see your face
was hoping to see your face so i waited quietly below
looked up and saw your bed lights on
you chase me home and i listen to you
went home when u felt better and took that paper
you really made me worried
5.32am
<3

2008-09-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

2008-09-22T01:17:00.000-07:00

i laugh at myself, for falling in love too easily
somehow i felt you are very different from the others
something which i cant explain
that make me keep wanting you by my side
but i guess i am just a someone to you
gave up?
...

11 more days

2008-09-18T02:22:00.000-07:00

any kind soul out there willing to feed me, became friggin poor due to some reason
human is always selfish and never satisfy with what they want, just like me
i will always have something that i want after i got the previous one
a bunch of my brother had been enlisted to army on the 11th sept
really felt empty without them especially alan tan boon kiat
sorry that i dint send you to your camp that day as i overslept
life have been going smooth for me this few day and i get to rest well from now on
hope i will be more contented with life as times go on

i don't really think u will miss me
wont receive your message the whole day
if i dint start sms-ing you
all you do is only your own things
refer to September 02, 2008 post i was talking about you
should i continue to shower you with care?
i'm so sorry, but i love you

2008-09-04T06:51:00.000-07:00

Everyone please leave a tag and ask Lim Kangwei to cheeer up and jiayou ok.

Anyway, I'm surprised that people actually keep track of Kangwei's life.
Hope babi doesn't feel stalked. Haha. (I think he enjoys it)

I also didn't anyhow say people bitch what.
I only say Lim Kangwei v hong what, correct?

Nabei hongster.

Now he hong other girls already then throw his beloved pig away.
Don't know how many days MIA till I message him.

Anyway, STAND UP ON YOUR FEET AND DON'T GIVE UP.
MAY YOU GET THE BIKE LICENSE SOON.

STOP LOOKING BACK AND FEEL UPSET.
FIND OUT THE PROBLEM, WORK ON IT THEN YOU WILL PASS OKAY.

Lastly, don't act shy.
Hope you'll find love soon. (:

-cline

2008-09-02T14:25:00.000-07:00

it's utterly sad when u fail for times and times again

guess i shouldn't explain more on what's stated above
all i can say is that i really did my best and there's nothing more that can be done
cant explain the feeling, but it's really very sad and hurting
went straight to work after the test, while on the way
the bright sunny weather start drizzling and rain
which make me felt that "even god is playing a fool on me"

don't really had the mood to work as i dint sleep the previous night
pull a very sad face when i was on the way to punch card
think everyone knows what happen to me
thanks to those people who gave encouragement like
xiao bai, adeline, rei, wei chuan, jackson
and not forgetting those who texted/call me like
purpur, alan and caroline
dont know why am i so upset over a licence, maybe it's just that all i want to do now is to get a bike and be on the road.

i admit i got a very very wild heart

end of the month came and i became dam broke without saying
i did save up some but somehow i spent it most on licence.
boring life of mine wasted half of my everyday sleeping and working
don't even had times for any relationship or entertainment
alan is going in for real army soon, hope he can get what he want before 11 sept

having my off today and i have no planning of where to go or what to do
call me out, chat with me. anyone?

felt bored when i am free and you wasn't there
felt even more sad when i failed something without your encouragement
felt empty with i totally cant contact you
felt lonely without you talking to me
but somehow you will be back soon

2008-08-23T14:15:00.000-07:00

dear readers, sad to say i fail my Traffic Police test

well cant blame anyone but myself for getting too panic and careless
felt really sad when i hear my name got called out
those who stayed in the room celebrate on getting their license
bad things about being single, there's no one to console me when i am really down

went cmbp for army check up, enlisted to pest BP
think i am going NS real soon which mean i am left with little time
another heart breaking blow to me, hope to put aways some weight during NS

as for work, i stop doing bar which sound more like coffee boy to me
came out to floor and work as sever, seems fun to me so far
you get to chit chat, play and work with the others
and get to know their funny name too
like purpur is now aka kuman ni !
should stop calling her sperm as it sound so ugly
made mistake today and customer gave face, somehow thing must be flexible a bit

it seems that i always had not enough sleep every time
don't know which part of me goes wrong but bitter life still had to go on
having TP retest on the 1st september, hope i really pass this time round
off to bed now, road revision is on 12pm

i lied that my mind is only filled with bikes as i felt lonely at many time
it has been 3 month ...

2008-08-14T20:21:00.000-07:00

FIRSTLY I GOT TO SAY I SINGLE !!

stupid pig causes me to have misunderstanding
she just a best friend of mine from secondary 1 if i not wrong
always been in contact with her
although we are busy with our life but still keep in "once a while" contact

suddenly felt that i grown up a lot from the past? or rather say that i start to be understanding
since i have already quited school, should use this time to earn some $
while waiting for my NS which should be enlisted on 2009 march
enjoying life now as time for me to play is getting lesser and lesser
the pay of my current job is really not enough for me to spend
not forgetting that i no longer get a single cent from parent ever since i quit school

life have been smooth i guess? nothing but eat, sleep and work
sad to say i really put on a pig weight when i work kbox and remain at the same height
tried to eat lesser but working time and sleeping time just crash
really got to put in a lot of effort to resist myself from eating
as for my bike license, i am left with 5 days to my traffic police test
getting worried and worried as day past
think i will very disappointed and sad if i fail because i had to wait another month

dont think i will be in relationship now as my heart is filled with bikes !!

2008-08-06T05:07:00.000-07:00

I LOVE PIG EVEN THOUGHT I ALWAYS WENT MISSING !

cant blame as i staying in the west and she stay in the north.
right now i am having a real depression and sickness
broke out into flu, fever and sore throat when i was outside

just got my frigging low pay yesterday and guess what?
i am left with only half of it now, idk where those money goes to
have to pay this and that, return this and that, buy this and that, eat this and that
and smoke xD
decided to store up the bar store with lot of maggie and eggs

TP test date is drawing nearer nearer, making me think a lot before i sleep
problem arise after another, when i passed my last practical lesson
i start to worried my TP, even when i pass my TP

where do i get enough money for my bikes?

on the 31 july i board the bus 99 below my house around 5.30pm
there's this blss girl wearing a blue pe tshirt, carrying a geog book
with a airwalk label bag, she alight at jurongwest block 500+ at 5.47pm
she's cute and beautiful, i think she make a good girlfriend
xD

2008-08-05T06:52:00.000-07:00

KANGWEI HAS GONE MISSING LATELY.
IF YOU SEE HIM PLEASE CAL 9******1

Anyway, I've something to blog about.
Not so convenient to be on my blog.
So I've decided to use this blog. Haha.

4 of us had some sort of conflict with Eva.
And then Eva blogged about Sara(one of us) on the blog,
and the loser Xiaowen went to tag in her blog!

"They are not true towards each other.
They just want attention. Don't care them, nobody likes them.
They say they have retribution."

And so we confronted her.
She was totally NOT INVOLVED in the conflict,
and her tag was ridiculous because we weren't the ones who started it.

So we confronted her.

And her reply was, "I wasn't talking about y'all. I'm talking about whoever Eva was blogging about. If she blogging about you all then is you all lor."

FUCK OFF LAH.

She used the word "they" and not "she" ok.
The post was only referring to one and not all, idiot.
Sucha l-o-s-e-r.
Don't even dare to admit her doings and poke her nose into people's affair.

Pui.

And guess what.
Eva said, "Aiya, they sure won't teach you everything (in homework) one lah. Teach also will keep some things. If not one day you win them. (in studies)"

Ya ya.
I don't know how to communicate with stupid people.

Babi, better stop disappearing.

2008-08-04T13:17:00.001-07:00

clearing spider web on this dead blog...

some cute little pig helped me to change blog template which i think is nice except for the top picture. been busy for days neither working or taking my license, glad to say that i finish all the training and waiting for TP now, hope to pass during the 1st attempt. bad things happen since the date lunar 7 month start, hope he will be fine with only court fine and no jail. been drinking for 2 day i guess? since supervisor is changing oulet, we stay back till early morning and went irumours to attend our staff party the very next day. as beer and and liquidor is free flow, many people got drunk.. having my off day and i am staying at home as i am poor, hanging out late for days without having a sight of parents for days.

dad sms-ed me say that he miss me
nearly made me cry.

2008-07-27T02:01:00.000-07:00

Hi to all readers of xiaoguii.blogspot.com!
This is not Kangwei here but his newly employed secretary blogging on his behalf.
I changed his blogskin and blogsong too.

The template is similar to mine.
I just changed mine yesterday too.

Visit my blog if you want!
My link is the one with a smiley face! (=

And the reason I chose this blogsong is because he sang that over the phone.
I'm not kidding!
He went, "Gimme gimme more, gimme, gimme gimme more ~"
And I laughed like some shitty idiot.

Wanna know my pay as his secretary?
Kangwei said he's gonna feed me for the rest of my life.
HAHAHAHA.

Okay okay...
I'm so sorry but I gotta say this.
Kangwei is diagnosed with depression.
Doctor says that his organs and body system had taken its toll on him.
He's left with another 3 more months to live....

BUT!
Everything happens for a reason.
On his behalf, I'll share the misfortune that befell him.

That day he was going to NBCB (i.e BBDC) for his bike test.
When he reached the bus stop, the bus left without him.
And he realise he forget his helmet.
So he went home and get his helmet,
and back to the bus stop.

He reached NBCB LATE and worse still, he FAILED the test.
Sadly, he went home and got ready to go to work.

On his way out, it rained. Gloominess.
While waiting for bus, he had a $1-coin and a sweet.
He opened the wrapper and ate the sweet.
When he threw the wrapper away, he realise he threw his $1-coin away too.

-bangs wall

You must be asking,
"OI BODOH! DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE EZLINK CARD?"

Reasons is he is so so so broke that he's left with $17 in his bank account.
And this is because he's been failing his bike test for umpteen times.

He told me we can eat the tree bark first.
When he earned enough then he will pay me as his secretary.

I refused and he said he loves me and will keep to that promise.
I said I don't believe and he said he miss me.
But I still didn't believe.

So now he is very sad that I don't trust him,
his health further deteriorated.

That's not all.

I told him to stop hong-ing girls.
He denied that he did.
And I still didn't believe.
He's even more upsetted.

But but but,
although I don't believe him,
he still belongs to me.
KANGWEI IS MINEEEEEEE.

So don't try to snatch him away alright. (:

Disclaimer: The above is filled with 80% bullshit.
But I'm sure the 80% bullshit made him laugh in front of his computer.

With regards, Cline.

2008-07-24T02:22:00.000-07:00

i am tired, be it my life or work. seriously need a rest

2008-07-17T15:43:00.000-07:00

something went wrong in my blog template, going to fix it soon or change a new template, so for now many shouldn't be able to see the picture of my blog, guess there isn't much reader too. actually i have been having a lot of trouble working recently, but one sentence just change me and motivated me to work, i wont disappoint him no matter what. with that golden words that he gave "me" made my working life much more smoothly. gratitude to eric for treating us a wonderful dinner nearby kbox on tuesday, guess everyone enjoy their self except me. alright enough of pushing my TP date further, eventually i know i wont hit the requirement with such a limited days but i kept the slot on to push myself forward. i think 19 more days is enough for me to complete everything, but i wont slow and take a rest.

from day i count down to my birthday
from day i went bike enrollment
from day i counting my practical lesson
from days i counting down to my TP test date

2008-07-09T13:36:00.000-07:00

21.12.07 - 08.07.08

we broke up and i am the one who asked for it
she really the first girlfriend that i ever asked for a breakup
maybe we wasn't meant to be together in the first place
neglected you compromising me all along
i admit there's someone who treat me a lot better
but dint break up with you because i fallen for others
really love the time being with you

sick and tired of pushing my TP test date further, hope to get my license real soon. as usual boring life of mine by working and sleeping.

a star exchange for caroline love

2008-07-07T14:42:00.000-07:00

cb clarence..

Instruction : Remove 1 question from below & add in
your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions.
Then tag 8 people in your list & list them out at the
end of the post.
Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

(01) What is your full name?
Lim Kang Wei

(02) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Bonston

(03) What's your favourite thing(s) to do?
Eat. Sleep, Smoke

(04) Do you think that money can buy happiness?
Yes

(05) If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Allow me to have more dreams

(06) Do you believe you can survive without money?
_|_

(07) Do you encourage girls to admit their love to the guys?
Depend, guys will get tired will girl play hard to get

(08) What do you dream of doing in the future?
Own Business

(09) List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.
Fucker, Sucker but a good Buddy

(10) What makes you happy?
Bikes

(11) What type of person do you hate most?
Most people i am currently facing during work

(12) Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
Blowing a cake of 2 big and 8 small candle

(13) Do you love your bf/gf, if you've one now? How's your current relationship like?
=/

(14) What would you want to tell to the person whom you love currently?
Dont Know

(15) Who are the most important people in your life?
Family

(16) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Love?

(17) If you are given a chance to re-live your life, would you live it the way you are living now?
Yes

(18) Are you courageous to tell a person that you like him/her?
Yes

(19) Would you rather follow your heart or mind when deciding for the right one?
Heart

(20) What would you consider, before dating a guy/girl?
Looks and personality

2008-07-03T16:28:00.000-07:00

feeling so stress and tired now, don't really know to do
guess i am really not hanging any longer, so sick of love song

anyway it's bike month

2008-06-23T14:12:00.000-07:00

i am not living my life well, always feel that there's many problem. but i dont really think they came from the surrounding, the problem lies all on me. cant blame that i tend to keep everything to myself, wondering why at times i get to be in a bad mood for no reason and cheer up suddenly. even thought that i know i should never doubt myself, but under some circumstance i am always in a daze of what i really want.

m.k once tell me before : don't be affected by others, do what you really want despite the result. when you find out that there's no point going on, then you give up.

2008-06-21T05:53:00.000-07:00

eventually it's 9pm now and i am at home blogging. having my day off and stay at home, parent had been complaining that i dint even stay at home during off day. but i will be sneaking out of house soon after they sleep. unlucky thing keep happen on me this few day. lost my wallet, amulet cracked, army and traffic police letter came. intend to go temple today but overslept, wake up and accidentally hit my toe against the wall, bleed ~ . getting less and less sleep as each day pass by. 2 week since i last meet baby and she came over my house and pig with me till 6pm plus went out and had dinner.

6month anniversary baby

2008-06-09T15:08:00.000-07:00

time past really fast when i am working everyday and only get to rest one day per week, having my precious day off today which will use it wisely. think meeting chekyun to get back my jacket and baby for hair cut at evening, finally going for pract 6.01 during my day off and hopefully to pass it, if not i had to wait for my next day off to go for it again. booked TP on the 21th of july and hope to complete all the subject 2 week before the test date. neglect babi and all i do is work. hope she is doing fine now
baby dont seem to be on mood this few day as what happen lately, so i think i shouldn't disturb her so much as someone need her care more. as for huihui and alan, just hoping them to be happy and leading their life smoothly now.

2008-05-31T14:12:00.000-07:00

unexplainable feeling, maybe just feeling disappointed. baby, do something to make me trust you again <3

2008-05-29T12:38:00.001-07:00

busy working lately, has been doing nothing but wake up, work and sleep. broke out into fever today maybe due to tiredness and stress of work. took my 1st off today and baby came accompanying me at my house. went out at night to find them since i had been busy working. somehow i really felt very comfortable having a brother who always be there and knows me very well, there's really nothing i can do to repay him.

passed RTT

6, 7, 8 TP(JULY)

misunderstanding

2008-05-17T23:42:00.000-07:00

start working tomorrow at clementi kbox, getting use to night life real soon. that mean i will have very less time for everything like going out, take license and baby. getting PDL end of this month and hopefully to get license soon.

2008-05-09T12:19:00.001-07:00

bad day, life hasn't been good for now. hope things will get better soon

2008-05-07T12:38:00.000-07:00

happy 18th birthday alan tan boon kiat

had been drinking a lot and spending money on ktv lately. celebrate alan birthday at siwai ktv and we open one martel, most of us were a bit drunk at the end. after that we went baby house and took car, drove to boon lay find boyboy ah heng and they rest then slack awhile before heading alan house. send baby home and went huihui house after that as to accompany alan early in the morning to bbdc for class 2b enrollment. reach home around 9am and fall into deep sleep. suddenly woke up around 8pm and quarrel with mother before leaving house, meet up with alan mun fei ah xing wee kiong at jurong point for dinner at bentobox. slack over there till 12am+ deciding on where to go, so end up drinking my bottle of chivas below my house. spent all my money on last few day and i am really broke now.

3.45am now and off to bed soon, baby still engross in her dota game throwing me alone.
=(

2008-05-05T10:57:00.000-07:00

5.02, 6, 7, 8, Traffice Police Test

2008-05-01T08:33:00.000-07:00

show me what love is , haven't got a clue

2008-04-27T00:51:00.000-07:00

woke up with restless face on satuarday, pick up the phone but forget that baby wasn't in singapore. prepare and headed to bbdc, go for the practical lesson, book the next lesson and went home. reach home and fall striaght into sleep, baby called me around 6pm telling me that she lost her handphone, hope she wont felt sad and enjoying herself over there. guess it will be very hard for me to contact her till she get a new handphone. went out late in the night to pasir ris and downtown east, stand outside red house for awhile and went slacking at macdonald. reach home around 4am.

think baby will be back by tonight

2008-04-20T07:37:00.000-07:00

2 riding theory practice
8 practical lesson
1 evaluation test
1 riding theory test
1 traffic police test

8 more working days before i can clear all.

2008-04-13T01:48:00.000-07:00

back from genting on the 11th around 9pm, weather over there wasn't really cold except the raining part. 1st day went eating and shopping as all of us was tired, so we went to sleep around 4pm. woke baby up around 9pm to accompany me shopping but she already snoring like pig, so i decided to go out ALONE despite of all the ghost story mun fei told. went out and buy some food and brought baby a CJ-7 toy, it take a lot of courage to get it as our hotel is scary and that the 2nd time i went genting, walking alone, looking at those sign indicator to guild me along. went back sleep and not long after alan woke me out to eat again, brought breakfast for baby and 3 of us shake her out of bed. spent 2nd day playing at theme park, actually i dint intend to play any as i was abit scare of height but baby drag me along and played roller coaster for 2 time and space shot, can imagine what type of girlfriend i got =( . took the cable car ride at night and went back to sleep, huihui woke me up in the middle of night for nothing... spent the last day shopping awhile more before heading back.

i felt very guilty and wrong of what alan told me during the bus trip to genting, my thinking had been wrong all along. hasn't been treating baby in the right way, guess i made her felt very uncomfortable. i wont be happy even when i got something but not sharing it with you, i rather not having it then by forcing you. no one know that's mistaken until it had been made. after all you are just a small lil baby who want to have fun.

just wanted to say sorry to baby and i hope to treat you right.

2008-04-04T08:50:00.001-07:00

weekend here again, just 2 day for me to rest but i guess it's going to be burned. what could describe my life now? tired, restless, lethargic, exhausted, exasperated, fatigued, feeling abit of regret quiting school but since i made the decision i shouldn't turn my head back again. though sometime i went baby house to accompany her but all i do was sleeping at the sofa, no choice as work is really tiring. meet up ex-classmate recently like culture night and barbeque last few week, it have really been month i last meet up with them. got to wake up early tomorrow despite weekend to extend my passport at cmbp, traveling to genting in just a few day time.

had a little "quarrel" with baby just now, she's now at pub with her friends. it not that i don't trust her, who wont be worried for his/her loved one hanging out late at those place? going to place my phone beside me while i sleep. guess it going to be another sleepless night.

i am waiting for your call, baby

2008-03-25T03:54:00.000-07:00

will not be updating often as i hardly had any energy to use the computer after work. pathetic life i got working at this age, how i wish to be like those other's who enjoying life now. 3 day rest last week because of good friday and weekend, spent the first 2 day out with baby, alan and huihui. ton-ed the whole night out and went 3rd floor early in the morning, fall into deep sleep after reach home. spent my last day at home resting, had dinner outside with family. think this weekend going to be burned as i got many thing to settle.
till then it's monday again and the working life cycle return.

off to genting in just a few more week...

2008-03-15T06:22:00.000-07:00

woke up 6.30am like everyday, need to go work even on weekend, what a miserable and hard life. called baby during lunch break and her maid told me she's still sleeping, how fortunate of her to enjoy sleeping while i busy working. knock off at 4pm and went home watch tv, fall sleep halfway through out the show. woke up ate dinner and back to nap again. wondering what baby doing now cause i seriously got no way to contact her.

so broke now, awaiting my next pay day.

2008-03-05T07:02:00.000-08:00

just feeling down over certain stuff, where did i go wrong? falling down hurts but i am the only one picking myself up. no encouragement from anyone, no console after falling
guess i am really tired after everyday work

just hoping tomorrow will be better .

2008-03-04T02:01:00.000-08:00

just came back from work and huihui bugged me to blog, dint even had to energy to go out after work so most likely to stay at home during weekday . the factory was alright, not like those other under the hot sun where you will sweat a lot. fans are everywhere and people over there treat me quite nice, music can be heard everywhere as radio is fixed on every side, people over there sure know how to enjoy life while working. baby came my house and sleepover during weekend, fail to wake her up and i fall asleep too, there goes my satuarday pay ~ . she went town with huihui and joanne while i meet alan at 3rd floor. unexpected that we will went ktv as suggested by mun fei, dint bring much cash out but it's still enough. went wee kiong cousin chalet after ktv which is around 11pm +, went rounding on lorry and reach home late in the night. spend my precious sunday resting at home, eating and sleeping the whole day.

tired ...

2008-02-25T10:09:00.001-08:00

i just got my license, not motorbike but smoking license. mum spotted me smoking outside corridor and dint say a words, guess she is disappointed but well i am eighteen anyway. what more i made her very disappointed, i decided to quit school and work. of cos she nagged a lot before she finally gave up, guess i really make her sad this few day. have been falling quite a few time on a certain lesson, simply waste my money. thinking of giving up taking bike license quite a few time as some of my brother already drop that idea. think i am not going to give up halfway and standing up from my fall. found a new job and it's starting later in the morning at 8am, it 2.19am now and i still cant sleep. raining cats and dogs now, hoping to catch a good sleep later. wishing to have a better life now

2008-02-22T07:31:00.000-08:00

yesterday went esplanade with her, nothing special just a long time hasn't been there and celebrate early 2nd month anniversary. before that, went bbdc and jurong point while waiting for her to wake up and i waited around 45 minutes below her house. reach there around 8pm+ if not wrong, had dinner over there and it's a bit expensive. went shopping as we walk to esplanade, reach the roof top and baby suddenly not feeling well. so we went down to the river side and slack, went home around 10 plus. boring day today, woke up and saw so many food on table but i decided to cook maggie. slack the whole day at home using the computer, till evening went jurong point and watch CJ7 with mun fei alan joanne huihui and step xD. huihui took cab down and fetch me, from my house to jurong point cost $2, tio ka. had dinner at MOS burger and i order ibi burger rice, super nice and have been a long time i last eat. rush up to cinema and watch the show, was a nice show mixture of tear and laughter. there one part stephen chow died and there one woman behind cry until ... neither that remind of her of her father, if not she must be a big fan of stephen chow.

happy 2nd month anniversary

2008-02-17T00:32:00.001-08:00

wasn't feeling well this few day, i fall sick. yesterday went to cut hair with baby, meet her outside her house and she cuddle a baby out. took bus to jurong west and went accompany baby cut first. overall was alright, just that it's not as messy as last time. i went to xquiz but it was close so i had no choice and went evolution, dont really like the hairstylist there as they cut your hair real thin. i just sit there and baby help me tell the person how to cut, hair still look okay but just that it's too thin. went back boon lay and played lan, wasn't having mood to play as body temperature is getting hotter. alan and huihui came market and eat so i accompany them awhile, went home early and took a rest. the fever did subsidize but it came back this morning, my throat is feeling super pain now. sick and recover, sick and recover. feeling so painful now

2008-02-07T07:10:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year to all, wishing all a prosperity year. guess by now everyone has been very busy collecting red packet just except me sleeping the whole day at home. have reunion lunch and dinner on chu xi, eat and eat and eat through and gaining pig weight soon. baby have been busy going around bai nian throwing me alone at home rot. went to visit cousin this morning after a sleepless night yesterday, reach home and once again eat nice food. lied on bed as it's really bored and don't expect i fall asleep, mum woke me up as family is going to have dinner outside. you can imagine what i do during this 2 day. going malaysia tomorrow although i wasn't willing at all, coming back on sunday but the time is not conform yet. baby comming meeting me later, just a few time left with her before heading malaysia.

happy cny all .

2008-02-02T12:27:00.000-08:00

just came back from si wai, was a tired day out today. yesterday baby came meeting me with one whole bag of her paperwork, got to suffer with her finishing it as today is the due date. start doing it around 4pm and there a lot of it for us to finish, just took around 10 minutes breaks after completing some part of it. had dinner with family and continue doing those paperwork, finish around 11pm and send her home. after a whole day of suffering, it's time to enjoy today. went bugis with baby, alan, huihui, munfei , joanne and we meet a lot others over there. they shop around for clothe but i dint really buy any, baby brought a dress if not wrong. took train back to jurong point and we happen to meet a crazy woman on the train, she keep shouting and complaining that a bangar actually touch her backside. she keep moving one cabin to cabin shouting and came back to the bangar and give her a flying kick and scolding vulgar, everyone who witnessed it laugh. gratitude to the crazy woman for entertainment along a few stop. first time having dinner at billy (bomber)? at jurong point and it require a lot of food cutting skill to eat there, the food there really cost a bomb. went arcade to slack and baby suddenly feel like going home so i send her to taxi stand. went si wai and play abit of billiard till 3am + and here i am home.

sorry baby for today, i shouldn't have ignored your reply due to my mood. and in the first place i shouldn't had thrown my personal problem onto you. promise i wont be pulling a long face when we are out next time <3

2008-01-30T06:09:00.000-08:00

just feeling a bit down this few day, finding some place to voice it out. thought of quiting school and work as daily allowance is not enough. am i spending too much on those unnecessary stuff or am i asking for more? was in lot of thinking and thought if i want to quit school, though quitting school now enable to me earn some money now but it wasn't enough for my future and whole life. this is my last year of ite, why not just finish it. really confused me and it's hard to make up decision, someone give me advise? skipped school today and took a rest, went jurong point and meet you an. was playing arcade and not long xiao hei came along. alan suggested to play number ball at si wai so we took cab there. dint play as i am a total noob in it, so i just bird and there accompany huihui. she cheat my $4.50 by asking me to accompany her eat dinner, a fired rice that cause so expensive... yi dan called me on the phone and came not long after, he intro me jobs at luna bar and i think i will be working there as part time. took cab home with you an early as he is having probation, reach home feeling so tired.

baby is still snoring like pig now.
faster wake up! i am feeling bored.

2008-01-29T01:07:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUN FEI AND SHAO WEI !

a heart thats ever truth ; one that's after you
彩威/-

time for bbdc =/

2008-01-25T07:54:00.000-08:00

just so weird, guess there's someone who hacks into my blogger and did a post for me while i am asleep. sad to say i had been skipping lesson again but just for some reason. well everything had been going smoothly for me so far but i expect that there will be some obstacle ahead and preparing for it soon. some old birdy life of mine hanging out with those bird ka near my house, everyday seem to be chinese new year for them as gambling is a will on every night. getting more and more poor by spending money on shirt and clothing, taking bike license and taking care of the little wifey even though she don't spent much. chinese new year is getting more and more near, just hope to get more ang bao money to use if not life will be real hard for me. trying hard now to find weekends job, if anyone happen to know any, please intro me! suddenly felt that money is EVERYTHING =/

no money = cant support own self / cant support others / cant enjoy anything
trying hard to earn money for all those and support that pig caicai

tired and off to bed now.

2008-01-23T03:11:00.000-08:00

i love my dear .
shes so adorable cum pretty .
hehheehahhaa ~

彩威/-

2008-01-21T23:48:00.000-08:00

i went school today for like 5 minutes just to get the news that lesson are cancel as teacher took mc, how irresponsible can he be making me travel from boon lay to paya lebar for nothing. went home surf the net for awhile and took a short nap, going for first bike practical lesson later on.

anyway it's our 1st month anniversary !

baby always complain i am PT and i admit i am one ..
i get small gas at times as i am concern about you
compromise keep us moving, so try give in to me sometime
not everything is perfect, i hope you wont compare me with other
give me time to change my mindset thinking, you do have guy friend
i hope you wont be so noisy at times, understanding that you are playful
sometime, try not to materialistic
baby should learn to multi task if not i am the one suffering
love me more than dota please
admit you got an ant face and it's really cute
don't always fall asleep at my house once you touch the bed
as you know it's hard to wake you this pig up
try to think more about my feeling

i really enjoy spending time with you no matter in time or quarrel of happiness

love <33*

威彩 /-

2008-01-16T02:09:00.000-08:00

been a long time i update ever since last year count down. spent my first few week of the year slacking out till late night and hitting down to town often to accompany girlfriend buy clothe and get her stuff done. sku open on the 7th of january and i was shock to receive the new timetable, the very first lesson start 1pm where it's only 8am when i reach there and so i skipped school the whole day. dad got very angry with me as i still stay out late during school days.

i dint touch my bed for 2days till today, last sunday i went home 3am deciding to sleep early but hell know i was awake through out the whole day. take a bathe and went school, year 2 lesson was like very packed and that prove that this is a last and important year for us. went girlfriend house and sleep for awhile while she play games and do her work, take some of her paperwork over to my house and her brother send us to my home. had our dinner together and suddenly she decided to watch the movies "body19" which i don't really agree with it. called huihui and alan but i guess they are sleeping so we called yushu and huili along. as it's a last minutes decision, we quickly rush to jurong point and get our ticket brought, buy some snacks and went into the cinema. i don't really enjoy the show except for her, she was beside me covering her ear during shocking part, happily enjoying the movies. after the show we slacked outside 7-11 for awhile, 15 january 12am strike and it's my 18th birthday! went 175 and eat nasi lermak while waiting for alan, huihui and boyboy to come down. they reach around 1am plus and start gambling, felt boring and went home 3am to help dear do her paperwork, it's my birthday and i need to help her do her stuff, how torturing... spend 3 hours doing her paperwork till 6.30am and i send her to bus stop before going to school, we were both feeling like zombie the whole day. after school meet alan huihui and girlfriend at bugis, they just came back from vivo and shopping for alan wallet and slipper. i was super surprise that dear brought me the helmet which we said that it nice, the last time we saw it, thanks baby! went back jurong point and collect the cake which my sister brought for me, alan and huihui went home and sleep and we went home too as i am still wearing my school uniform. get prepared, bathe and changed, leave home around 7.15pm to celebrate with classmate. celebrated at jurong point pizza hut and i was kinda shock to see that most of them still remember and appear at my birthday. was chatting happily while eating and they surprise me with 2 waiter with birthday cake, sang birthday song, cut the cake and took some photo, finished the cake everyone went home as most of them are working the next day. walk back home to take dear shoe as she leave it at my house, zhen fu called me and ask me to go jurong point for celebration, well i think this is the 2nd round. girlfriend took cab and drop me outside jurong point before heading home, guess that she's tired so i went celebrating alone. they came with cake and we went nearby block and cut it, we were chatting while eating our cake and wan hao just throw a bag of present for me, another surprise !! everyone send huplian home first as her parents is worried, after that everyone head home.
that the end of my 18th birthday! finally this day came and i am officially 18th !

2008-01-15T15:43:00.000-08:00

happy 18th birthday to me

2007-12-30T21:38:00.000-08:00

the last day of 2007

china town OG

first, farewell to my working place in which i only work for 5days through out the whole holiday. the staff over there was friendly but i hardly make any friend, all i do was stand there for 10 hour everyday. if there's still chance to work again, i will continue working there. nga mun had already became history.

huihui birthday fall on 30 dec, happy 15th birthday huihui !
that night we brought cake at my sister bread shop and we went to the top of car park 262 and celebrate. just let the picture do the talking

our stupid face!

alan and huihui cutting cake!

sweets ~!

birthday wishes

dear and huihui

while preparing the cake

see how happy huihui is. xD

stupid dear cover the camera light, huihui and me

love and bliss

=]]

what i got to say about 2007? well it's not a bad year after all even though it's a painful waiting year for me. there's more fun toward the end of year compare to the 1st half year, where beer seem to be free and occasion poping out in a row. ktv, jurong point and boon lay always seem the same old place we hang out. well today is the last day of 2007 and i wish everyone a happy new year.

2007-12-25T00:59:00.002-08:00

merry christmas !

wake up early in the morning around 8am, meet dear and accompany her to raffle city to pay america express bill. went lavendar and meet huihui as she is working over there, had lunch together and she went back office after lunch. we decide to paid a visit to her office while waiting for her to knock off, so we walk pass it and she was acting like she's doing work. took train to bugis after that, and i cant imagine i was actually drag along, they start shopping and trying out clothe like mad, took cab home around 4pm and fucking taxi fare kills.

prepare and rest till 7pm before we hit down to jurong point, dear brother came and fetch me and we went jurong point together. as usual there nothing else except kpool, went down long john silver and had dinner and continue pooling after dinner. everyone took cab down to boon lay and start drinking. well admit i am lousy drinker and i got alittle drunk, start uttering rubbish but i swear i am fucking high as it's chirstmas ! went home around 4am ...

some picture where blur due to the front camera

alan and weekiong

ah xing wee kiong munfei

wee kiong and me

wee kiong and mun fei

bearbear and girls

bearbear and girls 2

and while i was at the toilet, they took this 2 photo =(

2007-12-16T02:52:00.000-08:00

it's like 2.31am right now and i am here blogging, many thing came across my mind suddenly and i just got no mood. somehow i felt so stupid, being understanding make you gain nothing but lost everything. people wont praise you when you understand every situation but you suffer your own through understanding it. well getting on with it, chong ping intro me job and i decided to gave it a try. not that bad but just that i need to stand for 10 hours, selling those toys and entertain those kids. i dint really advertise much when customer came unless they ask about the product. there is this girl which i am paying more attention to then work, another capricon baby? why dint i have the guts to talk to her, making my work hard when i got questions to ask. just deposit 80 dollar yesterday and i withdraw 90 dollar today, so you could really see how fast i spent my money. took all the money and went queensway today, brought a t-shirt and kadigen then took a long trip bus to city hall but we missed one stop and it's very far away so we took cab to the shopping mall, get the stuff that we want and went jurong point for some pool session. another day had pass and everything seem so near

i hope tuesday is not going to be the day...

2007-12-08T15:20:00.000-08:00

life have been super boring for me, spin-ed my lifespan from morning to night and night to morning, totally behaving like an owl. sleep only in the morning till night fall, wake up and went out. just took my exam on the 6th of december and i am super confident that i will fail it, declare end of year one in ite and was glad that i dint retain. mum lost her job and took a few day off but now she got one, kinda make me worry as i get my pay from her xD. anyone have job to intro cause i am like fucking broke now, rotting with the same life everyday isn't the way to go on.
time past with a blink of eye and the end of year 2007 is coming soon, how would 2008 be?

no one is reading what i type ...

2007-12-04T10:29:00.001-08:00

2007-12-01T02:11:00.002-08:00

and don't fucking judge me back as i am not those kind of person who threw mood on people.
u can have whatever you want over there and there's no need to show me what kind of bitch you are.

moving on with my life as i dont think a little 14 years old bitch will affect my life

haha, bitch ~

2007-11-26T06:31:00.000-08:00

just another sleepless night like the others, mind awake preparing to go school later. life is yet still the same tasteless for me, could declare holiday but only need to return school for 3 days to attend that particular teacher lesson. yup no doubt i gona work when holiday strike but currently i find none, dont have the habit of saving and it's time to learn. end of year is around of corner and full of event is coming up the end of this year and start of next year. dad hasn't been very happy with me due to hanging out late, there really no chance we can communicate with each other. all i hope now is to pass my appeal for debar.

it has been a very long time this feeling .....

2007-11-19T23:26:00.000-08:00

debarment is just around the corner and how could i be miss out, appeal and hope it will success or else i will repeat the course for another 6month where the other graduate. no matter what time i sleep or how tired i am, will pull myself out of bed for school. just 2 more week of school before holiday and one last exam paper on 7th dec then thats the end of year 1. dont really feel like working at the end of the year as many event like class outing, christmas, new year count down will be coming up but think i got no choice as i am still lack of $. really hope year 2007 end fast .

2007-11-08T15:27:00.001-08:00

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

2007-11-08T07:19:00.001-08:00

oh well guess it time to update this fucking dead blog, life have been going alright for now. some important part of life change but i hope i am still able to get over it, unable to solve the unknown problem and i so i leave it alone. been going and not going school often so it still very unstable, really no motivation to go school, often think of quiting school but still hanging on. the illness of lost sleep kick in again, so you will still see me online in the middle of night.
life just go on like that .

2007-11-07T09:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUP LIAN

and yup it just keep updating of friends birthday
changed new song : how to save a life - the fray

2007-11-06T09:19:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHUI

2007-11-04T11:02:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER SHU NA !

2007-10-29T20:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD

happy birthday dad, thanks for the hard work till today

may you stay young and earn more $ for us .

what a nightmare this morning when i woke up
dream that i was stab by a girl holding knife and i jumped out of my bed !
crazy ~

2007-10-26T23:26:00.001-07:00

what a rotten life and i am getting more forgetful, get the date and timetable mess up.
so i made alot of wasted trip to school, i guess i dint even had the energy to go out after school so i went home. hope i still have time to enjoy during holiday as i cant skip school anymore when end of year is coming, bless i wont got debar and promote to the 2nd year.

2007-10-18T19:52:00.000-07:00

new timetable are out and it really fucked up
school end really late everyday and by the time i reach home, sky are already dark
hardly got time and energy for anything
and so life become lifeless once again ...

2007-10-16T08:03:00.000-07:00

just here to update this dead blog about how my lately life have been. 1st of all i stop working as school had already started on monday, made a wasted trip there as the timetable had been changed without knowing. went to west coast on weekend and ton out till the morning rise, see the dark sky turning bright with brothers, went home around 7am and everyone fallen into coma. the same old boring life i had to say is slacking at hke almost everyday. kinda short of cash now and still waiting for mine paid, the total of 2 class tee cost around $47 which i guess it still acceptable, well for the desgin ...

darren ong wei sheng aka gay

no one forced him to join us, but that gay just get tired of normal life. tired of eating rice, studying book and going school. so he signed up and join us, well can really say a totally useless gay + noob who knows how to do nothing. small in side, poor figher, cheerful kids, forever smiling, jovial person, dint even had the hair on his leg how would he have the guts to fight? well but dont look down on him, as least he a great great great spammer, congratulation you have master the degree of spamming girl. well if you want to leave us, i can use my name to guarantee i wont hurt you but then, you dint even dare to see me...

Charge:
Anyone who engages in an act of unlawful sexual intercourse with a person under age 18 and the actor is not more than three years older or three years younger, is guilty of a misdemeanor

Sentence:
Up to one year in county jail

byebye ~

2007-10-11T20:52:00.000-07:00

some horoscopes make me friggin emo but i guess it true, it's time i think about myself

it say that i tend to get selfish sometime which will lead to losing something important
to me and i guess i know that very well. always thinking that i am that BIG when actually i
am very small. well guess i had been a very very loser for the past and guess it's time i change.
trying to be more humble and and generous. thinking that many thing have been holding me down, am i just thinking too much or those thing really happen. i work and work non stop and dint went out finding friends and brother, is that life suppose to be? guess if i were them, i would think the same too of what kind of person i am. even though today is mine last day of work but i dint went
, guess i had to start myself all over again

i am sorry guys

2007-10-06T21:28:00.001-07:00

happy birthday lorraine

2007-10-05T05:38:00.000-07:00

i received a really surprising mail from someone, totally dint expect it will turn out in my inbox.
admit that i am avoiding cause anything remind me of you simply make me ****
what else, everything happened in the past and there's not point bring it back
your birthday are coming soon and i dint forget it, maybe a phone call will be nothing for you
come back soon .

2007-09-29T07:32:00.000-07:00

holiday came, working everyday except weekend. it just like being missing

till then ...

2007-09-25T03:13:00.000-07:00

The person who tagged you is:
small tadpole

Your relationship with her/ he is:
friend

Your 5 impressions of her:
cute
stupid
small
mad
tadpole

The most memorable thing she/he had done for you:
sms me when i ran away from home -.-

The most memorable words she/he had said to you:
so far nope

If he/ she becomes your lover, you will:
laugh non-stop

If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
bully her and test see her stupid reaction

If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
don't know

The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
smack her head?

Your overall impression of him/her:
cute

2007-09-20T10:10:00.000-07:00

i have been sick again, what a painful life for me. school lesson are going fine and tomorrow will be the last day of school before MY holiday begin. sad news for old classmate which will be doing their prelim and O level paper soon, all the best for them. don't really think that i am able to enjoy my holidays as i need to work and save up for stuff, anyone out with jobs to intro? mum brought me a new bed and i started to get a lot of weird dreams, dont think that was the reason i got those dream. well some idiot just came to my blog and utter rubbish, did i offended anyone lately? just like what cindykeong said, spamming tagbox don't make you look pretty or handsome. guess that really true.

2007-09-17T09:31:00.000-07:00

went out with eugene dayan and lewis to queensway for some window shopping on sunday, reach there around 3pm. main intention was there to buy lewis basketball shoe, so we start walking around and start looking for it. as we walk, dayan and me was suddenly seduce by those fanciful and nice shirt, so we began walking into 2 group. lewis and eugene busy looking for cheap price where me and dayan went around looking and touching on many clothes. called fuwei and yuebao as they were at town, asked them to join us and not long they came. we ate our lunch at the laksa stall, it seem so famous but i find it taste normal. went back jurong point as dayan was meeting his auntie over there but end up bring a wasted trip, so we did some window shopping again and played some arcade. they went back to jurong west for dinner and i went to some stupid funeral. today is like so super tired walking around for half day with chekyun under the hot sun, whats more unlucky was we took a bus that broke down 2 stop before our destiny. wasn't really a good day for mr chan, both of us headed back with s shag face .

2007-09-12T20:47:00.000-07:00

have been having a hard to getting use to going school as it had be 2 weeks i last went, holiday are still fucking long. start at 22 sept where everyone is still studying and most of them are having prelim or preparing for up coming O's, will be a boring holiday and guess i gona work. tired of living and everyday is the same day, after school just went home and dont feel like going anywhere. life is fucked up boring. random post to keep this blog going =(

2007-09-05T06:40:00.000-07:00

cant wake up and went back secondary school during teachers day due to some night outing before the day. satuarday, decided to walk around IMM and it have been years i last went, intended to play pool but some of them were underage so we sit outside the ice skating range. meet playmate clara at jurong point but we reach there earlier and so we start off with some pool, she came around evening and was unable to pool with us due to some reason. sit outside jurong point and slack before all of us went home. sunday was a same boring day slacking at jurong west but we play basketball almost the whole day, dint play much as i am a total noob at it. father came fetch me home as they just return from family outing. nobody can even guess we went bukit timah hill for hiking on monday, that really show how bored we are. we reach the top very fast so we walk to nearby place and play pool and lan. it a money spending spree that day as all the pool and lan and food cost a bomb, return to hke for awhile before heading home. meet up dayan, yuebao, lewis and zehao at jurong point with no program and no intention of doing anything. walk around and window shop and end up playing arcade the whole day.

2007-08-30T06:11:00.001-07:00

we turn botak

shaowei chekyun kangwei

2007-08-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

monday, tuesday, wendesday, was the day that i dint attend school, skipped the 1st two day of the week and teacher call telling me that lesson was cancel today. had been meeting with brothers lately and slacking around doing stupid or playing basketball, and that so lifeless of us. just went pool with zehao siangyi and his friend while chekyun was busy, been a long time i last played and well it's still not bad =). was wondering if i am going school tomorrow as it a lesson that classmate wont attend.

2007-08-26T08:17:00.000-07:00

solution to the tiredness is to heck care everything, well nothing seem to be bothering me now. thursday, after school went gym with derek and guo ren, reach home quite early i guess, but i am still on the sickness of losing sleep. lifeless day fall on friday, went home from school and sleep until the night fall. went out alone late in the middle of the night like around 1am to buy stuff, even though it's ghost festival now. this satuarday was kinda different from the past 2 week, i dint find alan but i went gym and meet chekyun, shaowei, zehao and the rest. kids problem pop up, got no choice but to rush down. listen and see how kids show off their gangster skill, totally waste of my time. today was much more better i guess, meet up with dayan, then came chekyun, zehao and lewis. walk pasar malam for a few round and decide to slack at canal, head down to hke and played basketball and i win a blister on my toe. eat at the nearby coffee shop and chit chat, was a bit upset when i brought up my family matter. just hope that things will be alright and fine. reach home at about 9pm.

if we give enough, if we learn to trust

2007-08-23T06:04:00.000-07:00

I AM FUCKING TIRED NOW, WHAT IS THE PROBLEM? DOES IT RELATED TO ME IN ANYWAY? I RARED BASTARD AND SO THAT MY FAULT? DO I EXPECT THEM TO TURN OUT IN THIS WAY? I HAD BEEN STANDING IN THE MIDDLE ALL ALONG, AND THE FEELING ISN'T REALLY GOOD. I HEAR COMPLAIN FROM ONE SIDE AND I HEAR EXPLANATION FROM THE OTHER SIDE. I CANT HELP THOSE I SHOULD PROTECT, AND YET I SCOLDED THEM. WHAT ELSE CAN I DO? IS ALL THE BLAME PUSHED TO ME FOR HAVING THEM. TELL ME WHAT TO DO THEN AS I AM SERIOUSLY TIRED.